I haven't had a proper journal entry in a long while. so;
i'm feeling so unsatisfied with the art i'm doing these days
i'm completely stuck in a swirling vortex of cute (hurrendously simple) little pictures of rabbits and lumberjacks
and i love them, dearly, but theres a world out there i'm just not touching on
i can't seem to grasp any finite inspiration though.
i mean i'm sure i could do it with work and practise but i wouldn't know where to start.
i barely have the time anyhow, specially seeing as i'm going back to school the day after tomorrow, and from here on in it's go go go.
maybe it's that which is bothering me, i near had an emotional break down earlier over these mocks, i haven't revised enough, i mean i know i won't fail, i'm not being silly, but i need to do well because i want to go to a college where i don't have automatic acceptance.
je ne sais pas.
i also decided that i'm going to make a decided effort not to go out much & save save save over the next few months because i am GOING to get a good camera, not just brood over one.
i really want to get all my friends and put together an art exhibition, almost everyone i know arts or writes or photographs. wouldn't it be cool? we could have inhouse musicians (all my friends seem to play, too) and serve orange squash.
also.
i want to move on from this deviantart, make a new one i mean.
yes? no? anybody reading this? would you follow mee?
oh yes! ATP next april! Low! Silver Mt.Zion! Nick Cave! Cat Power! Joanna Newsom! The Drones! and.. loads more i haven't heard of that i'll have to definitely judging by those belters.
reasons to be happy